I see the blood come out, as my eyes begin to water.
Relief .. at last.
I look at my arms, & all the scars.
I'm in so much pain, & this is how I feel good .. for a while.
I cut in deeper this time. Feeling better with each & every cut.
Why does this make me feel better? & Only for a while?
What's wrong with me!
There has to be better way, to end all this pain.
I'm suck a freak.
Painless-for a moment, forgetting about everything for a minute.
I look at all my blood .. and start to cry.
I see a rope, & I see myself die. I grab it, and hang it up high.
I'm sorry mom & dad, it's my time to die.
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Dedicated too anyone going through something like this, or too families who have lost a loved one due to suicide. *Be strong because things will get better, it may be stormy now, but it can't rain forever.<3