Sunday, 24 April 2011

Him & Her, You & Me

Him & Her.
You & Me.
He likes her, you like me.
He wants her, you want me.
Sounds pretty good, a perfect fantasy.
But you both like her, then who likes me?
Nobody it seems.
But I like you, why couldn't you have liked me?
Now this is all a tragedy.
Why her when you had me?
I know now, it was always here & never me,
I wasn't good enough-why couldn't it be?

Thursday, 21 April 2011

Pain .. End's Here, Tonight.

I see the blood come out, as my eyes begin to water.
Relief .. at last.
I look at my arms, & all the scars.
I'm in so much pain, & this is how I feel good .. for a while.
I cut in deeper this time. Feeling better with each & every cut.
Why does this make me feel better? & Only for a while?
What's wrong with me!
There has to be  better way, to end all this pain.
I'm suck a freak.
Painless-for a moment, forgetting about everything for a minute.
I look at all my blood .. and start to cry.
I see a rope, & I see myself die. I grab it, and hang it up high.
I'm sorry mom & dad, it's my time to die.

Need someone to talk to, need help? Visit Kids Help Phone Online or talk to a guidance consular at your school.

Dedicated too anyone going through something like this, or too families who have lost a loved one due to suicide. *Be strong because things will get better, it may be stormy now, but it can't rain forever.<3

Wednesday, 13 April 2011

Give Us Hope

When will it end?
Will they find a cure? Why haven't they yet!
Will they find a cure, when I lie dead in the bed?
They say they will find it, I hope they do soon.
Sometimes I wonder .. will I make it past June?
We lie sick .. & some dead. It's a horrible sight.
Imagine how we feel in the middle of the night.
With no hope for a tomorrow .. will we even make it till then?
We hope everyday, for something to heal it, please help us-please help us!
Before it's too late.
It may be too late for some, but it doesn't need too be too late for all!
Please keep trying, Can't you see? 
We're dying-we're dying!
Please .. give us hope.
For a better tomorrow.
If not for us, for the rest too come.
I know you question the cure, is there ever going too be one, it's been so long!
With all the money donated, they should of found it already!
But look at them, now look at me.
I know it's hard too believe in a cure, it's hard for me too.
But too know you're trying, too know you care, Gives Me Hope.

Dedicated too all cancer patience out there. Life's a battle, what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger, you're strong, you can fight this battle.<3